june 11 2012
4:46 pm, still lied on bed, not to do anything with anyone. chat with some people
still wont eat something, feels weak
last time last night was my last food till now, forgot that i wont eat junkfood but my friends forced to eat that
but i make it out after i ate it im afraid my belly's gettin large like before
then used 2 diet pills before im goin bad
now, 5:05 pm
sitting watch telly, after i used 2 diet pills, holding y mineral water still wont eat, i dont feel hunger at all
if thats happen then i will drink till i stastisfied, or i will smoke if y mouth feel so bad
didnt have plans yet where do i go. my friends will visited me at night
wake up and go to the big size mirror
watch myslef, i pull the shirt up, im looking my belly, rub it i feel thid fatty should go
imagine if i rape my belly then throw it off
i wanna wear my sexy outfits without hearing anyone says that u're fat
u have a big size body
fucked up with that
i see my large body in the mirror
i see myself ugly there
okay. just wanna get back and sleep again
without eat anything
"anonymous"
serem gue nulisnys brbrbrrrrrr
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